Thanks for some sort of perspective SunnyB. But it wasn't a happy birthday, it was just a good birthday. She knows it won't be happy.
I've been mad as hell on and off for months and I can't kick it. It's driving me nuts. I want to scream in her stupid face. I want to kick that b*****d OM in the nuts.
I can't let it go. It's just simmering all the time. I try mindfullness, which helps for a while, but it just keeps coming back time and time again.
I wish I'd never met her. I'm so sorry my kids have got her flakey genes and will learn it's OK to abandon your marriage without a second thought. Damn I hate her.
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner