Our conversation ended with me saying "it is out of my control. F it" (he is unwilling to stop talking with his EA because "she makes me happy") He froze up and asked what that meant, but was late for work. He said we would talk and I woke up to a text asking me to call.
He wanted to share that he was not opposed to the marriage working(HUGE shift from the man that said it was pointless and we will never work) but his heart was not in it yet. He says his heart would not be in it with or with out the EA, but we all know that complicates things.
Continuing to GAL, trying to ignore the EA and clarify my action based requests.also speaking his love language daily. Grant me the strength and PATIENCE!!!
M:34 H:34 S:4 I love you's:2004 Married: 2008 BD: March 2015 EA revealed: May 2015
