Thank you Zues...means a lot to me. I'm done crying. Time to pick myself up and continue DBing. H moving out of the house over the weekend. We hv MC on Saturday so we're gonna ask what's the best way to break it to our kids.
Had a long talk with him, and I'm so glad he opened up. For years we haven't had a decent conversation without one of us storming away or screaming each other's head off. I was very angry at first..he said that I shouldn't see him as the enemy. That he still loves me and cares for me. I was taken aback by what he said. I was actually very upset that he didn't show any sign of being sad. I mean..we're talking about 13 years of marriage and we have 3 kids together! He told me that it doesn't mean that he doesn't show it means he's not grieving. He is an extremely reserved person. Very aloof kinda guy. Although these are qualities that attracted me to him at first, it was also the same qualities that sometimes drives me up the wall!
He told me he needs more time to make sure we don't go down the same ugly road again. So I'll give him time. In the meantime I'm gonna focus on my kids and GAL. Time to close this chapter and open a new one...wish me luck!!!
