H was over at house and did fix brakes and I asked him if he wanted to eat dinner with us which he did and took 25years advice and remained neutral and interested in what he was saying. At times conversation verged on R but I quickly steered away and kept my mouth shut.
Yep leaving tomorrow for vacation. Really excited to go. So this is a big GAL for me because I have never vacationed without H in 23 years. Start Yoga when I get back.
Neighbor guy said he would mow my yard while we were gone and H offered to come over and mow so I told him neighbor guy was going to mow and H said yeah he sure has been helpful lately and that is suspect. I thought to myself well you left but I didn't saying anything I just said he was trying to be helpful. And thanked H for offer though.
No R talk and no mention of moving back home any time soon and again I know that I shouldn't expect that either sometimes it is just hard and I wonder geez how can you not want to but again not my problem and on to me and my life.
