For whatever reason, yesterday was a really hard day emotionally and H was not even around. When others of you first truly started to detach and let go, did you find yourself more emotional? Was so frustrated, sad, and angry that I threw a picture frame/photo of H and I across the room. I think it was also from holding in what I really want to say sometimes and I just needed a release. Assume even with detaching it is realistic that you will still have days like this. Pit in stomach is back. I have not been that upset since BD. Luckily, H was not here.
I still doing GAL, LRT, etc.
Me: 42 H: 40 M: 12 H moved out - 8/2015 I filed - 8/2015
