I am so sorry to read that you were robbed. It sounds like the individual(s) who robbed you had been in your home previously or been round the girls when they were out riding. I hope you informed the police of the robbery and provided some photos of the stuff that was taken. I'm sure your girls were very upset by this because this is another blow on top of everything else.

What type of curtains are you making? Are you making curtains for each and every room? I'm sure they will look beautiful and will help give the room a warm and welcoming feeling.

Get that anger out there, front and center. Let it all out, even if you have to beat the stuffings out of a pillow. You want to get rid of that anger before it affects your health.

As for your h, I'm so sorry he's not there emotionally to help you and to share life's challenges and accomplishments. He's missed out on a lot of memorable times and once they are over and done with, he can't have them recreated. It is his loss and one day, he just might realize that.

Please take care of yourself. You've got a lot going on in the next few weeks. If, at all possible, take a few me breaks to recharge your battery. Okay?

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.