Dazed and Confused

[Archer1]

I put some clues together and figured out who my W is having her A with. It wasn't too hard once all the pieces lined up. Knowing what I know now, I know that it's been going on for at least 2 months and is still going on.

I assumed all of this already, but actually knowing... it's making it hard. I feel like I'm ready to tell her to GTFO and file for D myself. I just don't know how I could ever go back to looking at her the same way.

At the same time I ask myself, what does this really change? Nothing really... I already assumed everything I now know and I still wanted the marriage to work.

I don't know. I know I'm rambling. I didn't sleep at all last night. Probably one of the hardest nights I've had since it all happened.