Make Love in the Middle of a Warzone

[Pyrite]

Thanks all. I feel better just saying it out loud (even virtual like).

Her midweek visit with kids. Get to see her tonight when she drops them off. Hooray.

It hurts that she has no respect me for me a husband, but she has no respect for me as a human being - which HAS made me feel worthless. She used to be so respectful of everyone, all the time, to the extreme (which was unhealthy). Now she has kicked back 1000% and I get to wear it all. just make me feel that little bit more special than what I did after being cheated on, lied to and rejected. Thanks W.

Friday to Sunday is always good. Sunday afternoon d4 starts getting sad because back with her Mum Monday. She has made more comments again this week implying that she realises Mum has replaced me but with Dad we spend time together wit just us, because Dad doesn't have a friend .

I have to say that even though I sort of had just as much to do with my kids before, I have freedom now to parent the way I want. I do have more time with little one and especially one-one time in the mornings which I never had before because of scheduling.

anyway, thanks again guys, just for listening.