Stopping bye say hello. Idk where you decided to settle on the friends matter, but I strongly believe:
A) in any break up one person cares more than the other. This is usually the person content to eat the friend crumb. It's a miserable friendship, years of trying to read more into things and jumping when your buddy says jump.
B) IF there is a chance for friendship, it must be after a significant period of NC and space to readjust. So that it might be a healthy one.
Good luck on your half marathon. Rise above all the rest, know your worth.
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on