Thanks BW...I needed that. You're right, need to count my blessings and focus on the positive. And it's true, I think going through D would be harder but I guess H can't see it. Sigh. I'm letting go and letting God right now. Must be hormones messing up with my emotions. I had such a good week last week, this week's been awful. I need to snap out of it soon.
I have to say the past 10 weeks have been pretty good and both H and I agree we're in a better place now. We can now have a decent conversation without both of us screaming at each other. It got to a point where the only time we communicate with each other is when we fight. And yeah I wish I could turn back time and changed how I reacted during those fights. And the irony of it all is that most of the time we don't even remember what we were fighting about. It's been so much better now... I'd hate to regress. Gotta kick start GAL-ing! Thanks for your support BW. Means a lot go me! I pray things are well with you too!
