I just really miss my W, not what she is but what she was. It's been way too long of walking these tight ropes. I'm not giving up though. I can't give up, I gave up on everything in my life. I'm going to back off, if it takes me throwing my phone in the lake. I will have 5 days in a row of no contact, if I don't break. God please help me stay the course.
Side note I found another thread from a while back. It was a man that has gotten cancer and was near the end. It made me think about what's really important in life. It also, made me think what am I really upset about right now. No matter what happens, you have to think to yourself, it could be worse. It could be something life threatening or worse. Just something to think about.
