I know it's NOT detachment, but I always feel better when I truly feel that we have hope to stay together. Like, she's still in the house, we still talk and laugh, we are going to counselling, she hasn't decided upon a course for herself yet "we may need to separate" is about the furthest it gets.
Is it OK to let myself feel this hope? Is there anything wrong even if it is denial?
Me 37,W37 D8,D5 T20 years, M13 years BD-5/14 MC starts (continues)-9/14 EA discovered-10/14 Piecing(?)-11/14-5/14 "I just feel 'done'"-5/15 Trial S (I moved)-6/15/15
