sometimes it seems all I have to do is come here and rant and rave how horrible things are and then poof a ray of hope. Shortly after posting this morning h called. Not just an ordinary call but a call in wich I heard a person, not a working machine but a person who's tired and wishes he could be at home with his wife and kids. Sometimes folks that's really all I need. Sure I ask for date nights etc..but mostly all I really want is to be missed, desired, loved, needed etc..
