Hi Pink. Can't quite get the picture of you this morning just out of bed , could you post a picture just so we can be clear !!!!!!!! I hope that made you smile !!!

your H is completely lost and nothing you say or do will change that for now.

All Pink can do is to be the very best Pink you can be. At this stage I dont H can appreciate what he is losing. Any man who walks away from his sons and someone like you is not thinking straight We all see your kindness and compassion in your posts to others We also see how much you love your H in your own posts You H has not stopped loving you he just can't think straight at the moment and is looking for something to make him happy

He won't find it. He has to be happy with himself before he can be happy with anyone else I know I e said it before but you ha e to relax back and let this run its course. You have started to pull away and it's only been for a few weeks Would you stay on that path for a while to see how it works.

If the D is upsetting you could you slow it down anyway ?

Pink. , today is a down day , tomorrow might be an up day. In fact let's make sure it's an up day First plan an evening with the boys , do something together and something fun. Show them Glendalough on Google Earth and explain that's where all the local bikers go to scare themselves silly. Tomorrow will be a good day Pjnk because you will make it a good day. Every time you think of H , picture all the DB crew screaming STOP.

Pink , you have so many people that love you in your life and all you DB friends are always here for you. This is very difficult and you don't deserve this pain. It won't last forever I promise Happy days are ahead and plenty of them

Go and give those boys a great hug , tell them you love them and enjoy the hugs and lo e you get back

Take care special Pink. Rd. xx