Sorry your here but this is a great place to get support with a bunch of amazing people who have had similar experiences. Its sad you have to be here, but you're among friends.
Any time you get too excited he will want to back off, its seen as pursuing. Try to keep all your actions consistent no matter how hes acting.
Just curious, how long was the gap between this EA ending and when you started asking questions?
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be