If you did something to make you a better/stronger/healthier Tulo today, then it wasn't a waste.
You are right, bettering myself, that has to be the focus!
Want to know something silly.. Went out to mow the lawn who is no longer a lawn but more of a meadow.. Felt really good as I sat on my Partner and I felt, yes, you go about your business and take care of your house.. Haha, then the mower broke down! Couldn't help but to laugh! This is simply one of these days and I'm going to get some help with fixing it and try again tomorrow!
I'm going to read your post a few more times, it cheered me up! Hugs!
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5