Thanks so much for your encouragement Fogg. Really needed it. I hope you're keeping well.
So H came home from work and I sat down with him while he had dinner. Ofcourse I couldn't keep my mouth shut and asked if him if he'd consider not going on with D happening in 2 days time. What was I thinking! So angry at myself now. H just said he doesn't want to talk about it. I'm hoping for a better day tmrw and I'm starting a 30 day plan to shut my mouth about discussing R starting tmrw! Gonna reward myself if I hit the 30 day mark. Haha sounds like something I did for my kids if they ate veggies/fruits each day and get a sticker on their reward chart.