Part 20 - reassembly instructional

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Hi Dawn

W has re-emerged this afternoon and been chatting on messenger, we've been sending pics of rain, bad weather and more confusingly cartoon characters and shopping at each other....mmm...

Thanks for your kind comments, compliments are never cheesey (well maybe if they're about cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese!). A few people have commented IRL about confidence and me not being so afraid to speak up anymore. I think w has also seen it but I'm still guarded at pushing or taking too much control and scaring the horses at least for now.

Went for a walk to the shops at lunchtime in a brief break in the rain but it caught me on the way back and was dripping 10 minutes later, we have (not kidding( hard rain, sleet, hail and warm sunshine mixed in with strong wind right now.

W asked if Im taking s swimming, no worries (I *am* feeling a little lazy today and toyed with saying no will go thursday but its time with s and I know he wants to go even if not to actually swim!) asked did she want him back this evening or time to herself (they have a picnic event tomorrow) and yes, w would like him to stay over here.

While it would be nice (if fanciful) to think she'd say hey no, come over afterwards, it's no biggie and s gets to stay again (quick count that means fri,sat,sun,tue nights this week). W has very definitely released the 1:1 relationship with him now, I think she actually likes to not have to be solely in charge anymore (apart from daytime and HE and we have spoken about possible options in the future on that including my changing my workdays and hours).

Anyhoo, no not having any time with w today but having s over tonight now. No movement on sitch as such (at least yet) but as I suspected this morning no cataclysmic changes in sitch w wants to talk about just busy or under the (horrible) weather! Mr fixit has gone off in a sulk!

So few more hours of work, will eat a carb-snack before picking s up for swimming (learned that lesson, dont do a partial day fast "one meal a day plan" and go swimming when its actually eating time) then meatballs for dinner when I get back along with a glass of something red and wine related.

Then we shall see when we get back.

Cheers all, thanks Dawn Queue up that music and dont mind the rain!