You aren't alone. I've thought of burning it done before. Obviously daydreaming. No matter how you get there you will be stronger on the other end.

Good luck with MC and IC!

Me: 32 W: 29 T:8 M: 6 D4 S2
M - 8/2008
W is not happy - 1/2014
W wants D - 9/2014
W moved out - 11/2014
D filed - 1/23/2015
D'ed - 2/25/2015
Gave X the Letter - 11/10/2015