First time in a while, I am starting to have a down day, where I just miss him.just recalled three or four authentic, happy memories. It is hard to believe that things came to be the way they did.and it was an interesting experience, to just enjoy the memory and feel a little bit of love, without such a strong layer of bitterness over the top of it. there so many ways to feel sadness.
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on
