if it's too late why is he still here?

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He was only gone for a couple of hours last night...he just went down the road and came back with ice cream and twinkies (gross!).

Apparently, now he and his buddy have decided to go pan for gold in Alaska next summer....I just smiled. He told me they were going to drive, stay in our place up north for a week (pick up our atv's) and the rest of the route. Showed me where in AK they were going. His buddy went out to look for a camper for his truck. I'm not going to worry too much about it and the fact that I think it's ridiculous because it is a year away and a lot can happen in a year...for now I'll just listen and be supportive.

I've been in a decent mood (even singing around the house) this weekend. This morning I got up and got ready and took D13 and her friend to get some practice in. She has been out for about 2 months with a knee injury and has a tournament this weekend.

On my way home I realized we had 4 tickets (free) to a country music fest and I wanted to go. When I came in I said I'm going to the music fest, he said have fun. I asked him if he wanted to go, he said no, I jokingly told him he was no fun. I posted on facebook to see if anyone wanted to go but since it was last minute everyone was already out and about. So, D16 and I went shopping instead...doesn't sound like I missed much and it stormed!

So after doing pretty well with my healthy eating I kind of blew it this weekend. Started out with rewarding myself with Starbucks fri which was fine, but somehow last night I was eating cheese and crackers and ice cream which led to today...but I'll forgive myself, back on track tomorrow.

I'm hoping I'm on my way to turning the corner, not to detachment yet, but being happy and focusing on me...we'll see, maybe just because I'm in a good mood today.