yes Pam, there are more than 10 (4 started by others on my behalf, plus a few others I couldn't find)
took a glance over some of them and DAMN I was a royal pain in the butt! So many people were giving me GREAT advice and I just couldn't get it. I was too wrapped up in feeling angry, scared, self rightous, doubtful etc etc etc.
I can't bear to read all of them but what I have glanced over makes me think...if I could do it all again knowing what I know now things would have been so much easier...but then I did know what I know now I just wasn't accepting it for whatever reason.
