Thank you for the encouragement, V and also for recognizing that it's been my choice to not move forward. Until now.
My GAL is solid these days. Friday I went to a comedy club with a group of friends, went paddleboarding on Saturday morning. The rest of the weekend has been quiet, played in the pool with D12 this afternoon, worked on a house project. I am happy with my life.
I still get frustrated by H's inability to answer direct questions about the kids, or pretty much anything for that matter. But I don't ask a lot of questions, and don't think too much about him otherwise.
