Not crazy at all zephyr that's how it was for me. Glad it had such an impact and hope it continues to help.

I'll need to continue to stick with what's working for me. I am worried though that if she reaches out or turns to me and I dismiss or brush off, she won't try to turn towards me again. I know that's how everyone feels, but she has a huge fear of rejection and won't continually put herself out there.

Damn. How easily I try to mindread and pretend I know what the future holds. Will go back to staying in the moment and controlling me


M-33
W-33
S-11, S-8
M-11, T-14
BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18
I moved out 5/23