It saddens my heart to see that u are going theough hell for sure. This is the struggle we will need to not just endure, but kick its a$$ to learn to live the rest of our lives from. All these months, i see it hasn't been easy, but I get a sense that you are DEFINITELY figuring out how you can Be as awesome As u can be.
With that said...it sooo stinks not knowing their mind.
