Ripken - LRT with a WW and divorce filed #3

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Zephyr what I meant by denial was if she started to say things like I love you or I miss you or cry about what happened, I would deny that I need to watch actions and immediately reach to take it at face value.

I've accepted my wife filed for divorce, is still seeing om and doesn't love me or want me. I've accepted I need to work on me.

On a lighter note, went to meditation today and that went well. Worked out for 1 1/2 hours and ww came and told me since I'm not getting cable in new place, she suggested she give me the username and password for showtime and HBO to go, so I can still watch those shows in my place. Not reading into it, but nice she volunteered and was being nice.

I feel even more strongly that this move will be good for both of us. Time to realize what we need or want to work on individually, how much is the other really to blame and what type of relationship either one of us wants (not needs) to have with the other.