Thank you so much for your reply, I really appreciate it!
I'm driving myself crazy with watching the "active dot" and I think the same.. Is he talking to someone, is he just flipping through it. And it's enough to drive me to the loony bin when I'm not in a good head space. And I realise that it's very destructive, just as you say.
I'm going to try and stop tormenting myself, because I realise that has nothing to do with all that is going on and is just making everything worse. Thank you for your advice!
The rain has stopped and I'm going out to run up a massive hill and when I'm done, I'm sure I feel better. I hope you have a good day too dear Matt!
Big hug and I'll check your tread when I come back from my run and are huffing and puffing like a big magic dragon!
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5
