The "talk" scheduled for Saturday..

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You did! ((((Pyrite))))

Thanks for all your advice, I will try the meditation, cause I could sure use some calm if I can find it..

Do you live by the beach?

Do you think that I am going mad with all my thoughts or do you think that I've been wrong about him all through R? Think finding out that I've been wrong about what kind of man he is, would hurt worse than if he actually had someone else. He has always seemed like a very good guy and I don't want to think that that's not the case. Why can't I believe that what I felt for so long is true, and that he's just not in love with me anymore. Why do I feel the need to make it about someone else?

Going for a difficult run in a few hours.. A looooong hill that I'm going to run to the top of and that ought to get my dopamine going good..

((((Pyrite))))