Job, thank you for taking time to read and reply to my post. I cannot even imagine how much I appreciate it. Especially on the weekend. I know do don’t do much posting on the weekends.

I know that I sound like a broken record when it comes to H’s mail. And I still keep sending it to him. I don’t mind, really. Maybe I do need to tell him to be more appreciative. But, he already thanks me for that. I think the words he chooses bother me because they just remind how selfish he is now. If he would say something like this “If you get some important mail for me”, it would sound a lot better to me.

Thank you for pointing out to me the obvious facts, that he hasn’t done anything to completely end things. I need to remember that. You are right about me too, that I’m not ready to do it myself.

I’m actually having a better weekend smile. Had my hair done. Now going to my sister’s for dinner smile.


M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state