What you will see if you read my threads is MY raw emotion etc. But of course it's pretty much the same emotional flip flop we all go through I've just put it in words. Some find it painful to read and others...well keep in mind where I am now and it's not so bad...there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Re. the movie I mentioned in the first post. Do not watch it with the intent of learning from the ding couple, instead watch the effect it has on their friends and how they handle it.