Part 19 - keeping on keeping on

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Thanks rd

It would have been easy yes. Its been an interesting ride so far. I have however been really really lucky as well. My depression caused a lot of issues and I own those and have worked hard on myself to move forwards. I was though very very fortunate s was able to trust me and work with me to get our relation back.

W and I aren't quite there yet. I recognise the issues we had now and while what happened at bd was awful and painful I see we couldn't have gone on as we were and she is showing a lot of trust and openness in looking to the future at the moment as well as believing in my changes and work on myself.

As I said when I took a look back at my first posts I was a lost, lost puppy back then and I had a lot to deal with in myself, as v said thats not a process thats ever done but its one I'm well engrained in doing now and that will continue, I have hopes that things are going to a good place and will keep working towards those hopes. Ive got here with good councelling, friends and yes those of you on here who've helped too and thanks for that all.

Not there yet but keeping on keeping on. I hope my sitch, all of us here, reach a place we can be happy and with people who care about us and who we can care about.

Take care rd, indeed all of you.