Thanks for your support Helen. This will be my first trip to Europe and I am starting to get pumped up. I bought a set of CD's to learn to speak Italian.

I read a little about your situation. I am not in the position to give advice but I do admire your tenacity in not giving up. The way I see it is that divorce is not a real good option for me. It is definately a change, a decision, but, like money, D does not necessarily buy happiness.

So here we are stuck in limbo that feels like hell on earth. Lets grow and get healthy anyway! I just realized last weekend that I have been neglecting my true first love, God! I'm tired of hurting, tired of being afraid, tired of getting walked on. I want to run, jump, and laugh again, and I think I can do it without playing the D card. At least I feel that way right now.

Hang in there!

Tony


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