Thanks Pink and Dawn for your moral support. I so appreciate it. And thanks Jim for your moral, linguistic and practical support, shich has been invaluable to me in recent months.
Well, I adapted the text slightly and sent it this pm. Made a face at the phone as I sent it. I feel rather better now. I actually had a pretty nice day yesterday with bookstore GAL and then coffee with a new friend. She's very nice - married with 3 boys. She had cancer 5+ years ago with a full year of chemotherapy and surgery. She's very much enjoying life since then & we're going to have lunch sometime soon.
This pm was bookstore GAL and I always find that soothing. The classical music is on and the kids are reading in the children's section. Then you get the guys in who love the vinyl and so on...it's great.
Tomorrow is a big family party on my Mum's side. TBH, I would rather not go, but am making myself. I haven't seen anyone since we S and I'm not looking forward to questions about our sitch. They are all very nice, and hopefully I will actually enjoy it.
Thanks so much my dear DB friends. You know, talking to my Dad last night made me realise the whole friends and family thing. There comes a time when they all think you should just move on. But I know you guys truly, truly understand....xx
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus