Hi Kramer,

Thank you so much for your reply, I really appreciate it.

You are right, all I can do is work on myself no matter how much this situation hurts.
We spoke after I have put my dog down as he sent a text and asked if he could call, it felt like a good talk, he was very supportive and said that he wanted us to be friends and stay in touch. I thanked him for his support, and said that I would like that.

This hurts like hell, and I have decided to try to focus on my half marathon coming up next weekend and try to detach from all of this a little bit.

He has said that he might come along when I run, (he said that last weekend) but I haven't asked and won't do that so it's up to him to bring it up now.

I will try to do the NC thing, and hopes that he feels a void.

Thanks again for your reply! You are so right, we'll be better people in the process and that is certainly something!

Hug!


M: 44 H: 43
ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect.
"This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15
Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15
It's over: 9/5