Had a good time last night, went over friends for din and watch ball game. W and kids went out. Didn't talk to anyone except youngest S when they got home, I was already in bed.
Having one of those days, thinking maybe I should force the D issue, ask why I'm not served yet. I haven't asked about it since I found she filed. W said she would have it mailed to me. One hand I think I don't want to keep doing this, life is short, why keep trying. On the other and I still love her and have hopes everything will somehow get fixed. Not sure how when I'm detaching and trying to move on, and she seems to be going the same. Only talk we do is about kids and house. Besides the hug and kiss(love and miss you) last week we are roommates with kids. Not sure what I'm holding on to.
