Hi Pink. You did great. It does feel awkward and wrong but it's the only way because H has to see he can lose you
Re tomorrow can you stay out. ? Can you visit with a friend ?
this is a long journey and its going to be very tough. Your H has a huge connection with you and that's always going to be there The love you two had can be brought back but your H has to be thinking clearly. You can only control you but you can help H by showing him that you can move on without him.
Pink , H has to believe that you are moving on and you have to be cheerful and happy around him but only like you would with a neighbour Pink you also have to start to move on for real. My opinion is your H will be back but it could be a long time.
You can do this Pink , you can get through this and you will be very happy again
Today is the first day of your plan Pink. Today is the day H gets his wake up call.
Friendly and nice but distant and no R talks , none , absolutely none. If he tries , your busy.
