mlc rut

[pbetra]

Yesterday, h returned much later in the day a different person. Was pleasant, warm, talkative. Gave me update re current project (as if I intend to 'partake' re risk to ME). Some of his concerns were resolved so the mood change was evident. He obviously left with much on his mind, but people are also nicer when they want something as well. 'Twin' that with the selfishness that pervades the mlc mind, & that's to be expected.

I thought to myself -
mlc is (almost ) like science, observing kinetic energy to restful state

> drop object ('round,' for illustration purposes), witness 'lotsa energy'
(BOMB! BOMB & 'even more BOMB'! )
> object bounces up, down from left to right, 'closing in on the height' with each 'set' of kinetic actions / energy
('bouncy, bouncy' emotional flux, raging etc, 'chemistry')
> height from floor continues to decrease as object gets closer to rest
(decrease of anger, a little calmer w/time but NOT (!!) quite 'there' yet )
> & finally a restful state (!!) ... that 'knock, knock, knocking sound', becoming less & less so, like dropping a marble before it settles down
(out of tunnel! - re the lucky ones)

I left 'his science' & 'chemical reactions' behind me though. Had a good meeting although things got scaled down so I won't make as much $$ as I had hoped. Had made plans re: child, 'C' during holidays/GAL ... so will tweak to suit. However, it's great (!) to have something else other than domestic related stuff & mlc, to challenge my mind with!