Well guys the A ended back in Dec but i believe it rekindled and ended again several times since . Some days I truly see a light and other days its very very dim . Still a rollercoaster . Funny thing is , I know I can forgive and forget in time . I know I can . I still have deep love for my old wife . The new woman she is most of the time is not someone Id ever be with . We she acts like her old self , I just want to hold her and never let go . To the detriment of my own health though this whole mess seems like a mountain to big to climb . And If I get to the top is the view gonna be worth the work ? This last !4 months have been brutal on my mind and body . GALing is the only way to maintain any sanity for sure
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
