Hi tad. I agree w bond. And I think I was sent into a bit of crisis myself. I hope you try very hard, tad to keep making choice to help you. I know it's a kind, arduous, sometimes seemingly endless road, but I know in my heart that a time will come when it pays off. When the journey... The path we are on... Will open up. And it will be a wide-open road. A good one. A joy ride.
Get through this, tad... And we and take on whatever come. But, we have to get through it. The only way is to do the work. I have no intention of staying in this hell forever. So even if I don't feel like or think somethin is working or productive, I know I have to a least give it a fair shot. And... Try other things. New things. Sitting still did me no good. I think I needed it for awhile. But... The more I move along... The more momentum I gain.
Granted... I still have a long ways to go & lots to deal with. But... A lot I know has fallen to the wayside. And there are honest moments of happiness. So, I know they are not unobtainable. And it helps give little glimmers of what I want in my life. What it can look like. And... What I don't want.
I'm not saying this to be about me, tad. But honestly, it breaks my heart to know someone is struggling with.... This. It pains me- personally, bc I get it. But you can do this, tad. You just have to do it. Take the steps.
