Vanillia. I don't beleive an R is now possible regardless. I'm not an especially mo d person ,'im just normal. W seems to be lost and I will be there if I can because I feel that's what you do with friends. W is struggling with her life and I don't know if she's with OM or not and at this stage it doesn't matter. If she is she is still in a terrible place and if she's not she is still Iin that place. Re the money I have offered W money and she always refuses Once she asked and I lent her 200 euro. She never paid it back but does mention it weekly
Pink. I think W knows I'm there for her but she also knows that an R is not possible anymore. I have left her to her own choices and when she told me today she was going back to the UK , I just said ok and mentioned the plane tickets When she talks of suicide it does worry me and I did tell her I still care for her I think she is depressed but I'm not sure drugs are the cure
Sunny. I see where Pink is coming frrom and L/C has said the same I don't want an R with W anymore but you can't just turn off love and she is my kids mum. I will be there for her as best I can but only if she asks. The tickets are just for kids and her. I agree that heading home is proberbly for the best because she can start a new life without all the baggage of what's happened over the last year. I do want her to be happy and I have moved on a lot from OM W Is a grown woman and I do believe she is not well or thinking straight re her kids or future
Thanks again ladies , I really apprecaite your input. Take care. Rd
