Don't give up on the C. Sounds like you're still having trust issues. And your W's MLC just triggered your own MLC. That's why you've changed. Your resentment towards your XW is still very strong. You still analyze and criticize everything she does. Even nice actions. Let it go. They are like chains that are holding you down.
Just take it one day at a time my friend.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
