Wow - just like you told me "I would prepare you for your W initially missing you."
Looks like that's coming true for you. Keep it up! It's really motivating to see the actions you've taken come this far - especially the changes you are making for yourself!
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23