Thanks shining. So much!! I will make a list. I was also thinking of making one of things I have to accept. I need things to be explicit. Just how my brain can process.
I know it's nonsense. I just want to snap at him... I know! I've got this! Leave me alone. Go live the life you chose! Glad your happy! Stop bothering me!
That's all. Thankfully, shiz hit the fan at work... Got a distraction... And have the skills to handle it w no problem-o.