Another nothing night. Had brief discussion with W about S15. We all talked. After that took both S to visit family. W went to gym. We got home first, when she got home, she was in silent treatment mode. Last couple days she seems to be pulling away again. The more she pulls away the better I start to feel. Maybe the thought of it ending is sounding better to me that hoping it can be fixed. Maybe I'm just looking for an ending. Don't think I fear getting the D anymore. Don't get me wrong, would love to have family back, but if I'm not going to be loved and respected for who I am, how long should I really want to put up with it?
