The "talk" scheduled for Saturday..

[Tulo]

Ok, just wrote the longest venting post that I happened to delete, so lucky you guys!

Anyway, it was just about the fact that it hurts like hell that he doesn't contact me now when he knows I'm having a hard time.
Feels like he never loved me at all and couldn't care less. Like it doesn't matter what I'll do, he's lost to me forever.

I know I can't contact him now but have to wait for him, but it feels like it's never going to happen.

Does anyone here have a happy tread to share? Feel like I need some hope..

Hugs!