Its an even better feeling NDY. I feel quiet inside. For the first time. My head and heart are not racing with anxiety. It is ~2.30AM here, but I dont want to sleep and lose this. I feel confident that it will come back again more often.
Thanks to everyone here without whom none of this would have been possible. It is truly heartwarming that such goodwill exists in the world. A bunch of strangers online that I feel to be my best friends and confidants.
I feel good for you man. I'm glad you feel this way. Very powerful stuff. Keeping up the momentum is the secrete. I feel more of an inner calm. A sense that everything will be just fine. I don't need her. I don't despair at her antics any more. It simply doesn't bother me.
I also agree that the human village is a truly wonderful thing. How you can confide in and be friends with someone you have never met, and most likely never will but we all wish each other the best and give each other a virtual hug whether the news is good or bad. Have a nice night mate and keep up the PMA.
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
