Hi dear Smothy!!

Thanks for your reply, how lovely to hear from you!
No, I guess that loving him from afar wont do me any good and the only thing I can hope for is him realising that he misses me. Seems that the odds of that are very slim.. :'(

Detaching will be very hard, just hurts me so bad that he doesn't even check in to see how I'm doing, but I can only take that as a sign he really doesn't care..

I will check up the DB coach.. Thanks for the tip!

How are you getting on? Surgery coming up?

Big hug!! <3


M: 44 H: 43
ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect.
"This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15
Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15
It's over: 9/5