Thanks for your reply, and you're right.. It is very hard. He's still so exuberant and it's hard to understand it's over..
No, having sex with him was probably not a good idea.. But all was so sad and on the edge that it felt right in the moment. Won't do it again though, if I get the chance.. I will search for stuff on the fog and see if I can make heads or tails of it.
I'm so happy if you stop by Huddy!! Did I get it right that you are in the UK?
I will look after myself, my dogs and I will absolutely let him make the next move. I'm just scared that it won't come..
Will read up on your tread as well, so I see where you're at! Big hug!
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5