The "talk" scheduled for Saturday..

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Lovely to hear about your dog's Zeus! It hurts like hell to lose them though.. My boy and I share our last day today, he's a flat coated retriever and loves water and today he's been swimming in the river and eating all the treats he loves.. Tomorrow is going to be hard, very hard!

I know I can't do anything about the situation with my ex at the moment. And I know I have no right to expect anything from him but it hurts that he hasn't reached out when I'm loosing my darling dog. He's liked a picture of him on FB but that is it.. But that's just the way it is..

I haven't got a coach.. Can I have that when I don't live in the US?

It's 3 1/2 weeks until he leaves for the US for 5 weeks of work. He said he might come with me when I run next weekend, but I won't contact him about it, if he calls he calls..

I think my only hope at this point is to go dark and hope he misses me when he's alone in a hotel a world away. The 2 previous times he was there we spoke like 5-6 times a day. He had a heard time being away from home and it felt better when we spoke..

So I think that is pretty much all I can do know, what do you think dear Zeus?

All my best! Big hug!