May your fantasies come true

[Ggrass]

The scarey bit are so because it's fast and risky.

I'm just sure I know where I was, at this time in his shoes. I thought I was awesome I thought I was ready.... But I know know I wasn't.

Pretty sure he would move in tomorrow, but his life is very moveable. He moved towns after wife's death twice since last year. Just to find a better place.

Some of his talk screams codependent stuff... Makes me want to scream and run. Love romantic first sight stuff.... Mmmmm nope. He believes in all that. Me not so much.

Some other stuff well he seems to validate better than do it's more instinctive. So not all bad. Lots of really really good bits.